Dear Colleagues.

If you think you can do better. Suit your self. DO IT.

If you're incapable of it, SHUT IT.

I'll make my ear bleed, I don't care

I'll make my brain rots, I don't care

I'll make my muscles explode in anger, I don't care

I don't frigging care.

"Shadow Stabbing"

Adjectives on the typewriter
He moves his words like a prize fighter
The frenzied pace of the mind inside the cell

The man on the street might just as well be
The man on the street might just as well
The man on the street might just as well be

Outside, outside the walls
Out there you don't hear the echoes and calls
But the steel eye
Tight jaw
Say it all
Say it all

But the white paint
Plastic saints
Say it all
Say it all
Say it all

Say it all
Say it all
Say it all
Say it all
Say it all
Say somebody
Has got to say it all
Somebody
Has got to say it all

I'm so nervous
I'm so tense
My heart can't forget about this self defense
The air is so hot and my breath comes fast
I thumb the cool blade but I know this can't last

I thumb the cool blade but I know this can't last...

Outside, outside the walls
Out there you don't hear the echoes and calls
But the steel eye
Tight jaw
Say it all
Say it all

But the white paint
Plastic saints
Say it all
Say it all
Say it all

Say it all
Say it all
Say it all
Say it all
Say it all
Say somebody
Has got to say it all
Somebody
Has got to say it all

Yeah, adjectives on the typewriter
He moves his words like a prize fighter
The frenzied pace of the mind inside the cell

The man on the street might just as well be
The man on the street might just as well
The man on the street might just as well be

Happy Birthday, Pa.

Happy living in heaven :)

"Time"

Time here,
all but means nothing, just shadows that move across the wall
They keep me company, but they don't ask of me
they don't say nothing at all.
And I need just a little more silence
And I need just a little more time
But you send your thieves to me
silently stalking me
Dragging me into your war
Would you give me no choice in this?
I know you can't resist, trying reopen a sore

Leave me be, I don't want to argue
I'd just get confused and I'd come all undone
If I agree, well, it's just to appease you
Cause I don't remember what we're fighting for

You see love-- a tight, thorny thread that you spin in a circle of gold
You have me to hold me
a token for all to see
captured to be yours alone
And I need just a little more silence,
and I just need a little more time
The courage to pull away
there will be hell to pay
the deeper you cut to the bone

Leave me be, I don't want to argue
I'd just get confused and I'd come all undone
If I agree, well, it's just to appease you
Cause I don't remember what we're fighting for

Time here,
all but means nothing,
just shadows that move across the wall
They keep me company,
but they don't ask of me
they don't say nothing at all.

Leave me be, I don't want to argue
I'd just get confused and I'd come all undone
If I agree, well, it's just to appease you
Cause I don't remember what we're fighting for

-

SARAH MCLACHLAN

Dear Brother,

I always wanted to bumped your head, just to see are you really a human or a goblin. 

again, I am questioning my existence  in this very community, relationship, family, friendship and ...earth

*iki tak awut-awut wae piye