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Chicago is two years ago - Fall Out Boy

My heart is on my sleeve
Wear it like a bruise or blackeye
My badge, my witness
That means that I believed
Every single lie you said

Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains I went through to avoid you
And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention I still hate you

But there's a light on in Chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

She took me down and said,
"Boys like you are overrated, so save your breath."
Loaded words and loaded friends
Are loaded guns to our heads

Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains I went through to avoid you
And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention I still hate you

But there's a light on in Chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

You want apologies
Girl, you might hold your breath
Until your breathing stops forever, forever
(...every pane of glass) the only thing you'll get
Is this curse on your lips:
(every pane of) I hope they taste of me forever

And there's a light on in Chicago (every pane of glass)
And I know I should be home (every pane of)
All the colors of the street signs (every pane of glass!)
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's

With every breath I wish your body will be broken again, again
With every breath I wish your body would be broken again, again
With every breath I wish your body will be broken again, again
With every breath I wish your body would be broken again

the sugar baby

and now it is going to be my fault.

I know.

It is me.

 

is this tears?

no it's not

it's your heart

jangan menungguku, kamu akan terbakar jemu

kepada sakit ku sampaikan pesan

bawa semuanya

kepada luka keberikan kabar

aku menunggu pagi datang

kepadamu aku hembuskan

sisa nafas yang bisa tertarik dada

 

*saat pagi menjelang

pledge for today

i let you go, all

i don't care

i don't give a fuck

just go.

The Fray - Never Say Never

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

picture, you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
i will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we pull it together
pull it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go(x2)

Oh happpppppppppy daaaaaaaaaaaay!epic!
@jakarta,19 Nov 2010
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19.11.2010 (it goes well on math funct)

hal yang diremind hari ini :

FACE THE RISK.

 

Happy birthday to me. It's just another story 'eh?

 

Senja yang membebaskan.

Kenapa memanggilku senja?

karena kamu yang selalu mengajakku pulang

kamu yang menandai saat siang beranjak malam

Kamu yang menggamit lengan bintang dan mengajaknya mengasuh rembulan

Kamu bukan si gelap malam

Dan kamu bukan si terik siang

Kamu senja..

Senja yang membebaskan

 

#1R

Kami memang kumpulan pendusta

Dan kau bilang, kau siapa?

Aku mengenalmu dari  sana, kumpulan yang sama.

#mulutmu ya mulutmu.

Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific

I'm Thinking of the words to say,
I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a "K"
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes
I'm falling

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile.
If there were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad.
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eye
and say hopes died?

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile.
If there were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Our wish,
Each time,
Keeps me returning to you,
Night after night
Lift me up as high as the clouds that won the sky,
For you and I

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile,
If there were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside
You carry truth, and make me smile
If there were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

Q!

Dua sore yang lalu gue dapat sms dari temen SMP, ganjil kalo menurut gue sih, isinya cuma gini : "Ibeth, kpn nikahnya?" . Pas pertama baca, langsung muter mata dan bilang "ya elaaah".  Apa sih maksudnya? Penting banget. Agak kesel, mengingat anak ini juga pernah out of the blue, nelp pagi-pagi, ga babibu, nanya pertama : Beth, kapan itu? (dengan penekanan pada itu)…..jiaaaaah. Gue yang pagi itu masih oon, ga dong maksudnya, jadi cuma jawab "apaan?kerja? iya ntar lagi, lagi siap-siap". Dianya jawab "bukaaan, bukan kerja, ituuu" .  Baru deh ngeh kalo yang dimaksud itu nikah. Cck. Cck.

Hmm.

Reaksi pertama tiap kali denger pertanyaan macem itu, rasanya keseeel. Malesin banget. Tapi lama-lama jadi rasa penasaran. Kenapa sih lo nanya itu. Dari sekian banyak hal yang bisa lo tanyain. Kenapa milih subyek: pernikahan? Dan kenapa musti lo tanya kapan?  Lalu kenapa musti nanya ke gue?  Terakhir kenapa juga nanya'nya jam 8 malem?  Satu lagi…dia ngarep gue ngejawab ga ya.

Di kepala gue jadinya nyusun cerita, mungkin dia ngarep ditanya balik, mungkin dari sms dia ngarep dapat feedback dan cuma pengantar mau curhat ke gue. Or dia emang lagi iseng. Kaya kepala gue yang suka random.

 Ah daripada rebek berandai-andai, mendingan gue nanya maksud dia nanya ya? And ill report it later.

---her answer was:  ye pengen tau aja udah nikah blm jgn2 ud nikah tapi gk ngasih tau lagi,apa ud punya anak jangan2.

And my reaction was *SIGH*

Udah ah no further commentarios ntar jadi panjaaaaaaaaaang  posting ini. Hihi.

#1

Kutanyakan, apakah kita menggantang asap?

#selfnotes

Wishlist

Seberapa domestiknya gue?ternyata MAHA. Haha.
Gue baru nyadar setelah nginget-nginget apa yang gue pengenin beberapa bulan belakangan ini:
1. Oven ...hahaha pengen nyoba resep sus keriiiing, my fave snack ever
2. Mesin jahit portable...hihi..pengen ngerjain quilt, pengen bikin tas or modifikasi macem2, bikin pita, celemek
3.1 set panci..huahahaha..yang ini bulan november udah ada. Yay
4. Kursus fondant...lucu ngeliat org bisa pada jago ngebentuk fondant jadi berbagai macam desain. Uh wow banged menurut gue. Apalagi dalam ukuran tiny winy bity gitu.

Seeeeeee? Domestik banged kaaaan? Haha. Satu-satu kita wujudkaaaan! Mari!berusahalah!!
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