Found an old letter from an ex.
When we both still fell in love.
My friend tells me to always questioning everything. My brain fried, my body refuse to spare it.
I guess I have to learn to let go.
Accepting that we can always fall in or fall out ..of shitty lil thing called love

King of cynical on speech

To whom ever who read this. I had enough with the interactive soc med.
So, I might be going to put the blog on restricted mode.
So, you may made your choices here.  Teach yourself not to mind about what do I feel abt this and that.

7hrs to go

2nd trip. Different shit.

Macem anak babi gue. Lucu tapi najiss

Subjek

"after a while and so many times.

It feels like, yeah OK

I'll just put my mask on and carry on. "

Daryl Hall And John Oates - She's Gone

Hajar!

"I'm A Broken Heart"

Cry,
As much I want to weep,
I know I can't have you,
I wipe my tears away, away.

I try, I try, I try, I try,

Wish, wish for the summer
Want, to pull over under,
I wipe my tears away, away.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try to make the best at happiness.

I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
My love is bleeding;
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
An empty feeling.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try to make do with more more of less.

All, all of our moments have,
Just become ailments,
I'm haunted all of every day.

I try, I try, I try, I try,

Ache, aching and teething,
My, big love is bleeding,
I think I might be dying.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try to make the best at happiness.

I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
My love is bleeding;
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
An empty feeling.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,

I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
My love is bleeding;
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
An empty feeling.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,

(The Bird and The Tree)

F#cking Boyfriend

Dimana gue pas The Bird and The Bee keluar?

Sibuk kali. 

Sama kaya sekarang, sibuk ngatur nafas-dada-hati-kepala. 

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new list: The Bird and The Bee. 

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