bulan benderang
perempuan itu bergegas telanjang,
nyalang ia menatap terang
ia menari pelan dan lama-lama jalang.
terpekik-pekik ia, mengaduh menengadah sepi
perih mencakar diri hingga peri.
Gelaknya tiba-tiba membakar udara
hawa berganti dupa, mengembun, menggantung
Last night was an awkward moment. Ada seseorang yang bilang kalau dari semua teman di list ym'nya paling senang itu ngobrol ama gue, katanya cuma ama gue dia bisa nyantai dan menjadi dirinya sendiri. Penghargaan yang tinggi sebenarnya. Yang bikin jadi awkward adalah di kepala gue, I don't really like this person personality. I mean her outer. Her outer, karena gue juga ga beneran kenal ama dia. Sekali lagi sebatas dunia maya dan kebutuhan antara contributor dan editor.
My partner often said that I am a people person, jadi ya sangat mungkin gue berkepribadian hangat dan bikin orang gampang ngerasa nyaman ama gue. Hueeeeks . Hihihih. Kalau gue bisa bilang, mungkin gue punya switch control buat emosi dan cara gue ngadepin orang. Palsukah gue? Engga juga. *Membela diri mode on* Karena gue kan ga boong, gue 'hanya' tidak mengeluarkan sisi gue yang ga perlu orang itu lihat.
Back to this person, di 'dunia itu' , banyak orang yang ngerasa dia sangat hebat, hampir punya control dan rules atas mereka, jadi mereka berkecenderungan untuk takut, nantang atau kissing ass. Sedangkan buat gue, dia cuma manusia. Gue –ber-elo-gue- ama dia, gue nyela dia, gue ngatain 'sakit' lo, atau gue ga perlu sok basa/i buat nyapa dia. Gue akan mengutarakan mau gue, straight to the point, ngajakin bergosip or diskusi penting ga penting.
Well, to be honest, gue bukannya melakukan itu tanpa sengaja, I did it because I know. Gue 'ngebaca' maunya dia-gue jadi macem apa. Dengan orang yang memiliki fans/followers juga rival/haters segitu banyak, mungkin dia butuh variasi orang. An ordinary fellow, yang nganggep dia sebagai manusia, ga lebih tinggi dari gue, dengan flaws di sana sini. Ga memungkiri juga kalo dia juga punya kelebihan but see…gue juga mamer kalo gue juga punya. GRIN.
Nah, apakah gue bisa dikategorikan a soft chameleon? Atau gue terlalu memraktekan ilmu marketing gue? Palugada – Ape lu mau gue ada. Hehehe
Ps.
Another notes, gue tersanjung dengan pernyataannya semalam, dan menjadi sedikit ga enak punya pikiran-pikiran jelek and gossiping about her behind her back. Jadi……..eh, just go with the flooooww.
Too monday, karena gue ga biasanya ngepost pagi-pagi di hari senin..hehehe
Yo, We at war
We at war with terrorism, racism, and most of all we at war with ourselves
(Jesus Walks)
God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks with me) with me with me with me [fades]
You know what the Midwest is?
Young & Restless
Where restless Niggaz might snatch your necklace
And next these Niggaz might jack your Lexus
Somebody tell these Niggaz who Kanye West is
I walk through the valley of the Chi where death is
Top floor the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh!
Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard hard
Getting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the method
They be asking us questions, harass and arrest us
Saying "we eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast"
Huh? Yall eat pieces of shit? What's the basis?
We ain't going nowhere but got suits and cases
A trunk full of coke rental car from Avis
My momma used to say only Jesus can save us
Well momma I know I act a fool
But I'll be gone til November I got packs to move I Hope
[Hook x2]
(Jesus Walks)
God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks with me)
The only thing that that I pray is that me feet don't fail me now
(Jesus Walks)
And I don't think there is nothing I can do now to right my wrongs
(Jesus Walks with me)
I want to talk to God but I'm afraid because we ain't spoke in so long
To the hustlas, killers, murderers, drug dealers even the strippers
(jesus walks with them)
To the victims of Welfare for we living in hell here hell yeah
(jesus walks with them)
Now hear ye hear ye want to see Thee more clearly
I know he hear me when my feet get weary
Cuz we're the almost nearly extinct
We rappers are role models we rap we don't think
I ain't here to argue about his facial features
Or here to convert atheists into believers
I'm just trying to say the way school need teachers
The way Kathie Lee needed Regis that's the way yall need Jesus
So here go my single dog radio needs this
They say you can rap about anything except for Jesus
That means guns, sex, lies, video tapes
But if I talk about God my record won't get played Huh?
Well let this take away from my spins
Which will probably take away from my ends
Then I hope this take away from my sins
And bring the day that I'm dreaming about
Next time I'm in the club everybody screaming out
(Jesus Walks)
God show me the way because the devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks)
The only thing that that I pray is that me feet don't fail me now
