Macem anak babi gue. Lucu tapi najiss

Subjek

"after a while and so many times.

It feels like, yeah OK

I'll just put my mask on and carry on. "

Daryl Hall And John Oates - She's Gone

Hajar!

"I'm A Broken Heart"

Cry,
As much I want to weep,
I know I can't have you,
I wipe my tears away, away.

I try, I try, I try, I try,

Wish, wish for the summer
Want, to pull over under,
I wipe my tears away, away.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try to make the best at happiness.

I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
My love is bleeding;
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
An empty feeling.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try to make do with more more of less.

All, all of our moments have,
Just become ailments,
I'm haunted all of every day.

I try, I try, I try, I try,

Ache, aching and teething,
My, big love is bleeding,
I think I might be dying.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try to make the best at happiness.

I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
My love is bleeding;
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
An empty feeling.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,

I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
My love is bleeding;
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
I'm a broken heart,
An empty feeling.

I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,
I try, I try, I try, I try,

(The Bird and The Tree)

F#cking Boyfriend

Dimana gue pas The Bird and The Bee keluar?

Sibuk kali. 

Sama kaya sekarang, sibuk ngatur nafas-dada-hati-kepala. 

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new list: The Bird and The Bee. 

Dan ini itu anu. Iya. Engga.
Dengar.diam.terserahlah.
Tertawalah. Jangan.
Diam. Diam saja.
Iya. Mati.
Nah. Selesai

Sisaan dari 2011

Suatu pagi di bandara Tan Son Nhat International, bersama rombongan Kere Hore, Gue  lagi bingung, udah pake kacamata, tapi kok tetep burem. Dan terjadilah percakapan ini:

Gue : "Ini gue pake kacamata kok tetep burem ya? apa nambah minus gue"

Rombongan: " oh iya kali, nambah minusnya"

--terus semua diam. Gue ga yakin kalau minus gue nambah, dan rombongan ngeliatin gue dan nampaknya juga ngerasa ada yang salah--

Yenni si Kakak: "Uuum. Kayanya, kacamata lo yang kiri ga ada lensanya deh"

--DOEEEENG!--- hahahahha. Kacamata gue lensanya copot sebelaah!

Survival Notes: Even Machete Improvises.