Dear God.

I've been thinking.

I always want to help people. But a lot of things hesitated me.

I always find  excuses to drop the acts.

I am too selfish, egocentric.

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last night I went to a cafe nearby by my self. Just to eased my so called bored feeling.

I spent almost 2 hours for texting, blogging, reading, adding extra calories and fats in to my overweight body. 

at 11pm, i checked out.

At my way home, i saw a homeless family setting up their bed in road pavements.  Their lil boy (approx 8yrs old) tucked in the middle between mom & dad. The dad covered the boy with a blanket.

God! Thats kinda strikes me so hard.  Look at me, I've been so ungrateful, with all the good things I have.

I still have a descent place to sleep on, clothes to changes, food, entertainment, someone to hug me, family with drama as the bonus. 

But most of the time, i failed to give thanks. I always find a lil unnecessary spot to be complaining of.

God, I wanna be good. I want to be a good person.

Encourage me to shares my heart.

*remind me to be a good daughter for my parents, no matter how ** they are.